how I’ve been feeling the past couple days. ha…
Happy one year anniversary to the most beautiful inside and out person I know. I love you Andi!
Wow… not all, but a lot of this is how I’ve felt for as long as I can remember.
We are all driven by motive because we all have a reason for doing what we do. Even if you’re lazy or a procrastinator, you have a motive for it. What could that be? Your motive is to avoid the discomfort of doing what it is you’ve been putting off.
Working on a clients text for a logo. Learned how to get a spiffy 3D looking effect by using multiple text layers in Photoshop. Pretty neat!
YOU are the circumstance that needs changing…
If you hate your circumstances, then maybe you’re the first circumstance that needs to change. If you don’t like the way your life is going, then understand that the actions you take, and the decisions you make, are what make the difference in transforming your life. If you keep placing blame elsewhere, you’re screwed.
In other words, if you understand the problem is YOU, then we can change you. We can’t change the government, the economy, or your boyfriend. We can’t change your skin color, gender, or your family. Even if we could change any of those things, it wouldn’t make a difference so long as you remain as you are. It’s like a lazy, wasteful man who wins the lottery usually ends up right back in debt. He didn’t need more money. He needed a personal transformation.
some things I want out of life…
-to travel. i need to see what’s outside of the small towns i’ve grown up in
-to be somewhat free. as in no debt, no mortgage, anything that will keep me tied down from moving onward to new places, and no kids… yet.
-to have money. obviously
-to have a wonderful woman to share all this with. i have this right now and she’s amazing. i’m the happiest man alive because of her.
-once i’ve grown tired enough and have done the shit i wanted to i will settle down in a nice area and bring a few kids of my own into this world.
-to be an awesome dad to them
-to be an awesome husband to her
things I’m tired of…
I’m tired of advertising
I’m tired of war
I’m tired of religion
I’m tired of hate
I’m tired of ignorance
I’m tired of greed
I’m tired of living in a country that says we are free when really we are only free to do as our government tells us
I’m tired of new bills being introduced in the name of protecting said “freedoms” which strip them even further (google SOPA, NDAA[signed], & PIPA)
I’m tired of shitty mediocre music
I’m tired of mediocre people
I’m tired of poverty
I’m tired of selfishness
I’m tired of people I know whining about how their life sucks and wishing it could be better. Stop being a fucking pussy and fix your shitty life. I’m glad I don’t talk to them.
I’m tired of reality TV
I’m tired of the news
I’m tired of people eating up reality TV and the news and becoming dumber while watching it
I’m tired of people taking the easy way in everything
I’m tired of writing this
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